"In
like a lion out like a lamb". That is the phrase that goes through my
mind as I stare out my study window and watch the snow pour
relentlessly from a leaden sky. That is the old saying about March
that I remember when the weather is particularly inclement this time
of year. I think it generally works, I expect Spring Weather to end
our month.
We
were planning to go out for a late breakfast this Morning. We had a
place picked out that we hadn't been to before. The snow wasn't
forecast to begin until 11AM, it came an hour early. When we left
home it was snowing fairly hard, we stopped to get the paper and
continued on our way, we got to the vicinity of the restaurant and
realized we couldn't relax and enjoy ourselves while being concerned
about driving home. Added to that, Jamie wasn't feeling very well so
we returned home and I cooked up a frying pan full of fried potatoes
and had them accompanied by three organic eggs sunny side up. All's
well that ends well.
Now
I am snug as a bug in a rug observing the snowstorm from the coziness
of my study. I am full of metaphors and old adages today. Or full of
something, hey don't say it, don't even think it.
Yup,
I am full of it sometimes. I try to be as honest and connected as I
can be when I write my blog. For instance, I always talk about
choosing love at every emotional and intellectual juncture. I see how
important it is. When I am writing about it, I feel it. When I am
away from my study and doing something else I am not so pure. I know
how hard it is sometimes to feel love, no matter how convinced we are
of its importance. Sometimes our feelings are hurt. Sometimes we feel
dead inside. Sometimes we can't remember or bring back that feeling
of being in-love or loving anything.
Just
remember those are temporary states. We are always loved by a Loving
Universe. No matter how disconnected we may feel, no matter how numb
inside, there is love there and it is not as deep as we think. Those
of us who have practiced can find it in a few minutes or even seconds
by closing our eyes and quieting our minds. Those of us who are
having difficulty should consider joining a mediation group, there is
great benefit.
The
more we learn to catch ourselves when we are in a funk and remember
to raise ourselves out of it, the greater our awareness becomes. We
become more and more aware of the trickiness of the ego in the use of
our minds. We can learn to spot a thought that will lead to darkness
and say to ourselves, “that is not my thought.”
Sometimes
keeping our consciousness free of negativity seems like an uphill
battle. Oh, but in those moments when we feel full of love, we know
it is worth it!
We
not only feel full of love, but we know we are blessing the world and
helping to bring on the tsunami of love.
Humanities
Winter is receding, the Lamb of Love is on the horizon.
HAPPY
FRIDAY!
Love
and Peace, Gregg
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