I
am tired! I didn't get much sleep last Night. I have just enough
anxiousness about my scheduled PET scan on Friday that any other
little disturbance will lead to insomnia. It is frustrating because I
will lay there perfectly comfortable with a seemingly peaceful mind
and I won't go to sleep. Then that seems to be the cue for my body to
remember all the itches it ever had. For some reason I have been
prone to attacks of itchiness. It may be caused by the various drugs
I had to take. I am off everything now. I hope the itchiness abates.
I
don't know that I have anything to say that is fit to read. I am
learning a lot. Most times I can stay in the moment, enjoy it and not
engage in speculation of the future. Sometimes I fail miserably. This
Morning upon arising I vowed not to mention that I had a miserable
Night's sleep or talk about something that particularly annoyed me
[the end of complaining bit]. Not one half hour went by before I
found a way to complain bitterly and pick a fight with Jamie to boot.
Oh well, life on Planet Earth.
Until
today I have been remarkably upbeat. I have been able to keep my mind
out of the future and have not engaged in any fear thoughts about the
PET scan. Oh they cross my mind but I haven't held unto them and
created any negativity for myself. I have been able to get myself to
quiet restful place when I needed to.
I
assume I will blog as usual this week. It is going to be a very busy
week. I will know the results of the scan on Friday. I will let folks
know.
I
think it is time for a nap.
Love
and Peace, Gregg
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