I don't know who first said, “April
is the cruelest month” but, I got an idea of it, when I got up this
Morning and saw snow on the ground. Yesterday, It was beautiful,
Sunny and fifty degrees. It was a bit windy but it was nice, in the
shelter of our house, sitting on the deck. I soaked up some needed
Spring Sunshine and got a few yard chores done, to boot.
The snow was coming down in huge flakes
for awhile. When I went outside to do the chores, I noted that the
flakes were combining to make three dimensional shapes that
gracefully piled up. They were combining in large, puffy,
crystalline, balls. Amazingly beautiful. It reminded me that beauty
is always around us, and we don't have to indulge our disappointment,
with weather or any other phenomena, and become miserable with
negative thoughts. I can do that. How about you?
The longer I live, the more I realize,
my happiness begins with my thoughts. Both last evening and this
Morning, I caught myself indulging in negativity. I realized it was
like 'pooping in my own nest'. Here, I have no reason to be anything
but happy, and I am wallowing in some negativity, doing my best to be
miserable. Wow! We don't need that, do we?
More and more I catch myself, but we do
go through periods where the seduction of negativity is greater. I am
not sure why. With the rising of group consciousness, it will get
easier to stay out of the doldrums.
I know the answer is learning to be in
the moment. I know we can live without any fear thoughts, whatsoever.
I know it is only fear thoughts, naked and disguised, that keep us
from the happiness that is our right.
Not that there cannot be organic
conditions that directly impinge on happiness. Brain function is
dependent on cellular condition, as well as thought. Jamie has been
learning about how her sleep apnea has affected her mood. She has
been learning a great deal. She has a profound capacity to learn. She
will know enough to open her own clinic.
For me, and I think many of us, it is
the thoughts that we choose to entertain that causes our unhappiness.
Unfortunately, the fact that we are choosing these thoughts is often
hidden from us. When we are sitting there in a miserable state,
pooping in our nest, the last thing we want to accept is that we are
doing it to ourselves. But once we catch ourselves doing it a couple
times. It is undeniable. It is our thing. We can no longer blame it
on the weather, our spouse, our job or anything else.
Being happy, is our most important job.
Being happy, raises the consciousness of all around us. Happiness is
our default state. The fact that we don't know it, that is sad.
We are on a journey to discover who we
are. Our real selves are hidden behind a defensive mask, that blocks
light both ways. We don't see how much we are loved and we cannot
express how much we love. We will step out into the Sunlight. Some of
us do now, fairly frequently, but it is the rare person who stays in
the light. They are the Great Ones that have been, and are, our
wonderful teachers.
Every time we laugh. Every time we
smile. Ever time we bubble over with happiness we wear away our
defensive disguise a little bit more. I am eager to break out of this
crazy, confining strait jacket, of miserableness, and experience the
Loving Energy that is the Universe Itself.
We do need healing/learning centers to
help. All our institutional learning has distorted our thinking.
Breaking out won't be as big a task as it seems now. We are learning
rapidly.
I am suddenly feeling the love around me. Isn't life great! Isn't love great!
Love and Peace, Gregg
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