We
are going through a cold snap. The normal high for today is 47 F and
the normal low is 31 F. It was 16 this morning and it is 27.8 now.
The Sun is shining and we should get above freezing for a little
while. We still have snow on the ground despite temps above freezing
for over forty eight hours. It was about six or seven inches of very
wet snow that greeted us Saturday Morning.
I
had a strange day yesterday. It started out fine but about midday
through I got a very heavy feeling. I couldn't determine the reason.
After awhile I determined the feeling to be angry disappointment. I
flipped on the TV to watch a figure skating show when the tragedy in
Texas was flashed across the screen. I was filled with numbness and
dread. I did my best to ignore it and I didn't seek any details.
I
was already feeling some negativity because Jamie was informing me of
some of the World's most bizarre craziness. I was able to sink into
my feelings and realize that underneath the angry disappointment lay
a profound sadness for the World. Once I realized my sadness my
negativity dissipated. I actually had a pretty good Evening. I was
able to access that quiet place and find peace. I am getting ahead of
myself though, because the pretty good evening didn't really happen
until later.
Before
that, I had two [spiritual?] experiences. I hesitate to mention them
because I don't want to be hauled off to the nut farm. I glanced out
the dining room window and I thought I saw a bright star in the sky,
I bent down and looked up for a better view and saw the air full of
sparkles, then I immediately realized the sparkles were in the room
with me. The sparkles were teeny like glowing dust. It only lasted a
second and I couldn't bring the experience back. All that I can say
is that it was very comforting, as if the Universe was telling me
everything is okay.
The
second experience happened immediately afterword. I was reading a
spiritual message on the computer when I could see above me [without
looking up] an energy undulating and moving above my head. It was
smoothing me out as if it was drawing the negativity from my body.
It
was after these two experiences my pretty good Evening started. I
could again look upon a 'forgiven world'. Perhaps these experiences teach us we are not alone.
We
can't help ourselves, our families or the world when we are all tied
up with negative feelings. The World needs our love and forgiveness.
We can hold our light high.
The
spiritual messages I read inform us that we have to go through some
of this crazy violence for some of us to wake up to what we have been
creating as a group. They state that the souls involved volunteered
for the missions. It does make it easier to accept. But I think we
should have had enough!
I
know, if I am going to be helpful to the World, I need to make sure
my default state is happiness. At this moment I am happy. I am at
peace. I bless the World.
Love
and Peace, Gregg
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