A SUNDAY IN SPRING

It seemed like late May yesterday and today it is like the middle of April. It is Sunny, but brisk, only 52 degrees F, unlike yesterdays near 70. It is a very beautiful Spring day. I spotted a crocus emerging through the leaves, on our lawn, thrusting its little purple flower toward the Sun. The ice is out on our local lake, the mallards and swans are back, many smaller birds, Spring must be a month ahead of schedule. I like it.

I apologize for not blogging these last few days. I have been preoccupied. A family member, a year older than myself, has been going through some serious health problems. I have been having some interesting sympathy symptoms. My symptoms do not reflect his nor are they very serious; yet, I know I am having them because of my deep connection to him. Although, we have not been close for many years, we have a deep and abiding connection.

My preoccupation has not been related to mortality, at least not directly; death has not been much of an issue for me, in a long time. What for and why we are in these bodies is interesting. What do we learn, by the experience of our bodies slowly deteriorating, as we age? I have been more than willing to experience this as I know there has to be significant learning in it. Besides, I never noticed I had a choice.

I am convinced that we live forever. I feel that I have had many past lives. I think we continue to be reborn until we can live, wholly, in unconditional love. It is not something one can prove and certainly not something one should try to convince any body of; it is a conclusion I reached after years of contemplation. It is the only thing that makes sense to me.

From the time I was very young, I had the feeling that we were at an end of one age and the dawn of a new one. I felt I was one of those folks whose job was to help people welcome this new age. This was long before I heard anything about the Age of Aquarius, the Mayan calender etc. etc. Of course those things fit into my preconceived ideas, even though I was skeptical of them. Now, I feel we are right on the cusp of great changes.

I am frustrated that I can't demonstrate more evidence of the great changes that are taking place. The internet is full of interesting things. I don't know if they are true. I am convinced that the resignations of bank officials is true. I am close to believing there has been mass arrests of people making up the cabal. It is hard to accept rumors that have no confirmation in the main stream media and that is paradoxical, as the MSM is not to be believed. There should be a break through. I think the MSM will be broadcasting information that is startling but with the ring of truth, soon.

I do see strong evidence of the change, in the love I experience every day, from the random people I meet. I do see love everywhere. It is increasing.

I hope, wherever you are, your enjoying a Spring day.

Love and Peace, Gregg