Good
Morning! It is just a shade past 8:30 AM and it seems strange to
blog. I might have bit off more than I can chew or write. I decided
to blog early because my Daughters, Laura and Naomi, are arriving at
Noon to help with some estate planning.
It
occurred to me, in one of my spurts of responsible thinking, that
Jamie might need help with financial and other matters if I suddenly
dropped dead. I certainly don't expect it to happen but folks my age
can depart the planet with little warning.
In
any case we should have a nice visit and get some work done.
I
need to write this blog and go to the grocery store and be back here
by 11:30 AM.
I
am feeling much better. I more or less got a handle on things. I
don't know if it was because of the lack of good sleep or the
mini-sun stroke or what, but I discovered I was choosing fear
thoughts over love on a regular basis. I was having trouble
meditating and getting to that loving spot I had become familiar
with.
The
ego can be extremely tricky. It can invite you to have a fear thought
and disguise it it as simple evaluation of realty. For example, Jamie
made some real improvement in her condition, instead of celebratory
thoughts I chose thoughts of caution that were thinly disguised
beliefs that thing wouldn't get better. In other areas of my life
like my own health I was also choosing negativity. I have been around
the block for 84 years waltzing and dancing with this ego. I don't
easily get seduced into making negative thought choices.
No
wonder I couldn't meditate as I was used to. It is getting better. I
am having an excellent Morning, although in some ways it seems like I
am back in grade school when I thought I was a post-graduate student.
This
is an excellent subject, how we can let our egos deny the increasing
love around us? Egos are terrified of love, although I think they
calm down if treated tenderly like a tantruming child. I was telling
mine that I won't forget it as we merge into oneness. They need to be
thanked for the eons they protected us from danger to our bodies.
The
love is increasing all around us. Expect ego flare-ups. Don't let
them get you down. No matter what the crazy thoughts you may endure
or even indulge, just forgive yourself and move on. Nothing but love
is real. Don't waste time criticizing yourself. Anything but love is
meaningless.
Let
us continue focusing on the love we see and ask the Loving Universe
to expand our minds and hearts so we see more.
The
real world is breaking through the clouds of illusion. It is Love.
Next
week I will expand on this topic and share more of my personal
journey.
HAPPY
FRIDAY!
Love
and Peace, Gregg
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