Friday, May 3, 2019

TAKING CARE



Good Morning! It is just a shade past 8:30 AM and it seems strange to blog. I might have bit off more than I can chew or write. I decided to blog early because my Daughters, Laura and Naomi, are arriving at Noon to help with some estate planning.

It occurred to me, in one of my spurts of responsible thinking, that Jamie might need help with financial and other matters if I suddenly dropped dead. I certainly don't expect it to happen but folks my age can depart the planet with little warning.

In any case we should have a nice visit and get some work done.

I need to write this blog and go to the grocery store and be back here by 11:30 AM.

I am feeling much better. I more or less got a handle on things. I don't know if it was because of the lack of good sleep or the mini-sun stroke or what, but I discovered I was choosing fear thoughts over love on a regular basis. I was having trouble meditating and getting to that loving spot I had become familiar with.

The ego can be extremely tricky. It can invite you to have a fear thought and disguise it it as simple evaluation of realty. For example, Jamie made some real improvement in her condition, instead of celebratory thoughts I chose thoughts of caution that were thinly disguised beliefs that thing wouldn't get better. In other areas of my life like my own health I was also choosing negativity. I have been around the block for 84 years waltzing and dancing with this ego. I don't easily get seduced into making negative thought choices.

No wonder I couldn't meditate as I was used to. It is getting better. I am having an excellent Morning, although in some ways it seems like I am back in grade school when I thought I was a post-graduate student.

This is an excellent subject, how we can let our egos deny the increasing love around us? Egos are terrified of love, although I think they calm down if treated tenderly like a tantruming child. I was telling mine that I won't forget it as we merge into oneness. They need to be thanked for the eons they protected us from danger to our bodies.

The love is increasing all around us. Expect ego flare-ups. Don't let them get you down. No matter what the crazy thoughts you may endure or even indulge, just forgive yourself and move on. Nothing but love is real. Don't waste time criticizing yourself. Anything but love is meaningless.

Let us continue focusing on the love we see and ask the Loving Universe to expand our minds and hearts so we see more.

The real world is breaking through the clouds of illusion. It is Love.

Next week I will expand on this topic and share more of my personal journey.

HAPPY FRIDAY!

Love and Peace, Gregg

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