TIRED

My mentors speak of an energy change that is engulfing the world. The energy itself is love and its great increase in intensity. Should be all positive, right? The problem is our egos use fear to guide us and they are terrified they will lose their function. The ego rebels against the love and causes all kind of turmoil for the individual.

Those who are involved in meditation and other spiritual practices pick up the increased activity of their egos and are more or less able to compensate. The majority of people just feel agitated and unsure of their judgements.

The disturbance in the human body can be emotional, psychological or physical. It can express itself as all three, at different times and intensity. I have been going through some of this but I would like to wait until Monday to report more fully on it. I need to learn more about how it effects humanity as a whole besides delve deeper into how it has been effecting me.

Besides that I am too tired. I haven't had a good Night's sleep all week. I hope you won't mind hearing a little bit more of the mattress story.

I mentioned my magical Monday, finding my missing cup and then finding a mattress that seemed ideal and actually getting same day delivery. Well the mattress wasn't quite as ideal as I hoped. Tuesday Morning I had most of the same pains. The pains don't last long and they bother me most when I get up in the Night. I have had these mattress induced pains before, there are several. I will try to describe the one that bothers me the most. Imagine you were walking on a slippery surface, you feel you are about to lose your balance and you compensate by jerking back and it feels like you pulled a muscle behind your ribcage. For awhile after that it hurts when you move a certain way. Usually a sharp pain.

That is the worse pain because it is scary. I get up to pee at Night and I have this sharp pain and it reminds one we have a heart. Although, I know it is not a heart attack, things can wear on one. There are a couple other little pains they all disappear within seconds upon arising.

Well Tuesday I decided my body just hadn't healed yet from the original injury and I thought I would give the mattress another chance.

Wednesday, it might have been a skosh better. There was hope.

Thursday Morning I had endured a miserable Night and decided it was time to get into the plus $1000 dollar mattress club and I went to a real mattress store and bought the firm mattress that I need. It will be delivered Saturday. Two more strange Nights.

The first of those two was last Night and I had hardly a problem. I contemplated for a few seconds on canceling the order and saving $1469.95 [I wasn't going to say just how much I paid- but what the heck].

Even though I seemed to have a fairly good sleep last Night. I am still washed out today. Perhaps, there is tension that keeps the sleep from doing its good purpose.

It would be nice if that mattress could give me a good sleep tonight, I got places to go and people to see tomorrow.

Although these symptoms weighed on me I knew they had to be from the mattress. They were the very same problems I had over thirty years ago when I graduated to a firm mattress. I don't know the brand of that mattress but it sure did well for me over thirty plus years.

I hope you didn't mind hearing more about my mattress saga. When I am this tired I can only report what is in front of me.

Happy Friday!

Send me a Good Night kiss!

Love and Peace, Gregg