TANTRUM

I wasn't going to blog today. Why? Because I am crabby. In fact I am having a tantrum. I am tired of things not being settled after our move. Things in the wrong place. Things lost. Changes I have wanted to make for a month that for some reason don't get done. And doctors appointments, I am supposed to be winding down my relationship with the medical profession, yet I have about five appointments this month. The new folks seem to want to do over what the folks in Mora did. I don't feel like I need anymore attention from medical people.

Yah, I am having a tantrum. Now it is fading away. Damn it! I wanted to enjoy it a little more.

When I am in a bad mood I always know I can get out of it. Usually all I need to do is sit back and close my eyes and change my thought pattern. Forgive what I need to forgive and spend sometime in the moment healing. But sometimes I want to wallow in it, rant and rave and indulge my unhappy self. Jamie doesn't care for it and I really don't either. Writing about it causes it to fade away. That is good.

I know there is only Love and all else is illusion. Our ego created illusion seems like our reality some days. I take a peak into the larger world and holy cow are things mad. My tantrum is small potatoes. Perhaps when things subside I will have some comment.

I do see signs of an improvement. There are signs of awakening everywhere. I will comment on that too in a later blog.

It is going to be a short blog today and I can't guarantee I will meet my schedule for the rest of this month. I will be busy doctoring.

I am going to sit back and commune with my being. I am going to get connected with the Love of the Universe and allow the love to flow through me. We are here to aid the awakening.

Love and Peace, Gregg